What next

Got married, had a kid , had one more kid, and now what. Are you also in the same dilemma. I am at home since the last five years, managing both my kids. sometimes I think would I ever be able to work again? last when I left my job as a National Geographic Translator, I used to earn some 40,000 rs/m. But now I dont even have the confidence that I can rake in 10,000. With the dearth of part time jobs in Mumbai, anyway my options are very limited. Can't leave the kids right now as my son is 5 and daughter is around 1.2 years old. The frustration keeps building up.